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Oct. 22nd, 2007

Oct. 22nd, 2007

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4:08 PM

well i left the boy today...and although it was sad.....i am only 2 hours away...so that makes it easier......oh god....would you just listen to me......i sound all sappy.......it was the most amazing 4 days ever........had such a good time........he is of course perfect.......but at the beginning of any relationship, its perfect isnt it????????? he is a gentlemen......and he actually listens......i mean actually looks at me when i am talking........thats new to me........i like it a lot.........and talk.......oh can the boy talk........and he is interested in everything.........and even understands my obsession with the television world......especially bones.......he even knows the people i talk online with....well he knows what they look like........and about their lives.....its all good.........he even knows not to call me on tuesday nights until 10........how awesome is that.........but i really dont care if he did call..........he can watch it with me over the phone..........and i must say that all this new found attention scares me..........that it all could go away tomorrow........but i have to stop thinking like that.......if it does.....well.......it does......at least i had the chance to feel these incredible feelings...........he is leaving in january to go to school.......in vegas...........so we will see what goes on............he has offered to stay and go to school in the city where he is right now.............i will not let him do that...........too selfish on my part...........well.....write more later

Location:my room
Mood: giddy

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