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Oct. 28th, 2007

Oct. 28th, 2007

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12:47 AM

well......as you know, the boy and i had quite the time last weekend.....holy hell....5 days of good stuff going on........and he said he would stay and go to school here instead of going to vegas....he was serious i tell ya........anywhoo....told him no.....got to vegas......all was well....said he wanted to come and see me this weekend......and was supposed to show up today...saturday...he even had a hotel reservation.........like i said......all was well......his every night and every day phone calls stopped........just recently........and today he called and said he wasnt going to make it this weekend........i of course asked why.........and his reply was..'i don't want to'.........that was it.......nothing else.........i said 'okay cool'.......cause really, what am i supposed to say..........and click went the phone..........and like i had told everyone......he was too good to be true........all the red flags were popping up in my head......but i ignored them......and decided to have fun.........and well, you see where that got me..........so have decided that i am going to get a dog.......or a lot of dogs........and be the crazy dog lady......maybe willi and i can live next door, cause her mom is pretty sure she is going to be the crazy cat lady........oh what fun.....
off to bed now.............work in the a.m..........wasnt supposed to work........but have nothing else planned right now..........skipped a weekend with the friends for the boy......see........NOT GOING TO HAPPEN AGAIN.........from now on.....my friends come first........not boys.........

Mood: confused

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